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Nicholas' Final Words

Is it really over? Already? Fuck YES! Dude, as sad as I really am, the one thing I can 100% say is that I am SO HAPPY to get the FUCK out of Chicago! Honestly this experience has been good and there have been a lot of fun moments but all in all, Chicago fucking sucks. Not the actual city but a major chunk of the people that inhabit it. I've never had to deal with as much hate and bullshit in my life than I have had in the last 3 months. Absolutely unneccesary. And that shit that happened to jarrod this past weekend, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!?! Granted jarrod was drunk and wasn't making the best decisions he had no right to get stabbed! That really shocked and scared the hell out of me. I never wanna relive that moment EVER in my life but I am just so relieved he is ok and alive. That incident really allowed Jar to become vulnerable, let his guard down and really for once open up and let us all in. For the first time I really saw how much good he had inside of him and how much he has been holding in. Despite our differences in the past, I love that guy and really do have a lot of respect for him. I love all of my roomates and was so lucky to spend my summer with em. Going back home a changed man, a more tolerant and patient man, a more optimistic and open guy, a more grateful man. Thank you all for watching and supporting :)


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